© By Sophie Lewis | The Grooming Files
Predator under CPS investigation!
Sophie: Can I send you some questions about you please?
Eddie: Sure.
Q1. Why did you reach out to me — what made you pick me?
Eddie: I watched one of the videos on your site, picked you because you want to expose what’s going on.
Q2. What are the exact allegations you’re facing with CPS right now?
Eddie: Allegations are receiving inappropriate images of children, and sending inappropriate images of children. Upskirting.
Q3. Have you ever offended against a child — yes or no?
Eddie: 3 no.
Q4. Do you believe you’re a danger to children right now?
Eddie: 4 no.
Q5. Would you offend again if nobody stopped you?
Eddie: 5 no.
Q6. You said you’ve watched exposure videos — what do they do for you?
Eddie: Do nothing for me really, just watched for curiosity reasons.
Q7. What does “being exposed” mean to you personally?
Eddie: These sites and the people running these sites need to be exposed, it’s just getting out of control.
Q8. Is exposure a punishment for you, or is it something you secretly want?
Eddie: No it’s not punishment for me. What punishment? For these sites online and the people running them — they need punishment.
Q9. What happens in your head before you reach out for “exposure”?
Eddie: My head is telling me to expose the people who need exposing.
Q10. After you confess or get exposed, do you feel relief… or arousal?
Eddie: If I get exposed, allegations at the moment, but will be relieved when it’s over.
Q11. How long does that feeling last before the urges come back?
Eddie: Feeling can come back sometimes when I see schoolgirls.
Q12. What’s the darkest thought you’ve ever had that you’ve never told anyone?
Eddie: Having sex with a schoolgirl in uniform and other things.
Q13. Do you think the system (police, CPS, social services) can stop people like you?
Eddie: Yes course we can be stopped, as you can see am under investigation.
Q14. What kind of help or intervention would actually stop you?
Eddie: Nothing.
Q15. What do you want people to know about you when this is published?
Eddie: That I have helped in exposing people.
Q16. You say you’re not a danger — so why do you admit urges come back when you see schoolgirls?
Eddie: I am not attracted to children, there just thoughts I get. I would never act on it.
Q17. You say you’re “helping expose people” — who exactly do you mean?
Eddie: These people who prey on children online, it’s disgusting.
Q18. If you’ve “done nothing,” why are there multiple allegations against you?
Eddie: Can’t answer that.
Q19. Why did you admit your darkest thought so openly? Did you want someone to finally know?
Eddie: It’s just fantasy. I can get aroused seeing 18 year old in uniform.
Q20. Do you understand that admitting these fantasies is proof you’re a danger?
Eddie: Am not a danger to anyone. I will never act on it. It’s fantasy.
Q1. When did you first realise you were sexually attracted to children?
Eddie: 1 am not attracted to children. There just thoughts I get, I would never act on it.
Q2. Do you think about children every day, or only in certain situations?
Eddie: Certain situations, which is not often.
Q3. What is it about school uniforms that excites you?
Eddie: It’s the short skirts with no leggings or stockings, which some skirts are too short.
Q4. Do you see children as “sexual beings,” or do you know it’s wrong while still wanting it?
Eddie: Obviously it’s wrong and they’re not sexual beings. That’s why I should never act on it.
Q5. What’s the youngest age you’ve fantasised about?
Eddie: 16.
Q6. When you contacted me, what outcome were you really hoping for?
Eddie: To expose pedofiles who are using children as sexual objects.
Q7. Do you ever get aroused while talking about being exposed?
Eddie: No. That does not arouse me.
Q8. Would you rather go to prison, or be exposed publicly?
Eddie: They should get exposed, that’s why am helping you.
Q9. Do you ever imagine being humiliated for what you’ve done? Does that turn you on?
Eddie: I have visited a dominatrix to be punished. And punished I got for having nawty feelings and wearing panties.
Q10. Why reach out to someone who exposes predators, if you truly didn’t want exposure?
Eddie: To expose the ones who need exposing.
Q11. Do you think prison will change you? Why or why not?
Eddie: Feelings are feelings. You don’t want them but you get them, so no, you can’t change it.
Q12. If therapy was offered, would you take it seriously?
Eddie: Yes.
Q13. What’s more powerful for you — fear of the police, or fear of being exposed?
Eddie: Fear of being exposed.
Q14. Do you think sting groups help or make predators worse?
Eddie: Make predators worse.
Q15. What kind of punishment do you personally think you deserve?
Eddie: Punishment I deserve, dominatrix takes care of that.
Q16. Can you explain why you get aroused seeing girls in uniform?
Eddie: Can’t explain it. I just get aroused seeing girls in uniform.
Q17. Do you link your “sissy” identity to the urges you have about schoolgirls?
Eddie: No, because I didn’t start dressing as a sissy before I visited the dominatrix.
Q18. When the dominatrix punished you, did you dress as a sissy at the same time?
Eddie: Yes, dressed as sissy when she is punishing me.
Q19. Does humiliation (being called out, punished, exposed) make your urges stronger?
Eddie: Only in a BDSM setting with mistress.
Q20. Do you want me to see you as a “sissy” predator — is that why you reached out?
Eddie: No.
Q21. If you weren’t under CPS investigation right now, do you think you would still have reached out to me?
Eddie: Probably not.
Q22. Have you ever spoken to children online or in person in a sexual way?
Eddie: Never.
Q23. What’s the difference, in your mind, between thinking about children and acting on it?
Eddie: I’m not going to act on it with a child. Adult yes.
Q (Follow-up): You told me you get aroused seeing schoolgirls in uniform. If you’re not a danger, why do those feelings come back again and again?
Eddie: I can’t explain it. I just seem to get aroused, but I don’t masturbate to them.
Q: You’ve admitted going to a dominatrix to be punished for your “nawty feelings.” Do you get the same rush from talking to me now?
Eddie: Yes.
Q: When you think about children, what’s the youngest age you’ve ever pictured sexually?
Eddie: 16.
Q: What’s stronger for you — fear of prison, or fear of people finding out who you really are?
Eddie: People finding out.
Q: Do you accept that your fantasies make you a predator, even if you say you’d “never act” on them?
Eddie: No, because I don’t masturbate to them.
Eddie (unsolicited): Can I ask you a question?
Sophie: Go ahead.
Eddie: What made you expose people?
Sophie: People just started coming to me, asking to be exposed. I started an online movement for people who were groomed online in the early 2000s.
Eddie: That was awful, that grooming in 2000s Rochdale was terrible.
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